Monday, December 12, 2011

Identical Loss

I’m trying to be strong for you both. I can’t believe how happy and excited we were with the news that you would both be ours; hope and faith were renewed ever so briefly.  As I analyze everything I did and thought for those 9 weeks wondering if I could have done more or if I did too much; I realize it was never in my hands. I can’t imagine my heart will ever stop aching or that I will ever stop wanting you two. You were and will always be our miracles, our one that became two, and our two that left us too soon.  Please know that we love you and will always carry you in our hearts. One day we will meet again.

6 comments:

  1. I am so sorry hun...please know thoughts, prayers and strength are being sent your way.

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  2. I'm truly sorry. I wish I could say more, something to make it better. I will be thinking of you.

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  3. I am so sorry to be joining your blog at such a sad time. I know the "ultimate" heartache of failed cycles and loss even when using donor a/k/a miracle eggs. I PROMISE you it WILL happen. Stay strong and keep your mommy dreams. Best, Bernadette

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  4. I'm so sorry to hear this, I will be thinking about you.

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  5. Oh my dear, I am so very very sorry that you had to go through this. I am thinking of you and hoping you find some peace in your heart... Big hugs.

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